don't know why but everytime i close my eyes i picture myself standing in the middle of the road (like the ones in New York) with loads of people passing by. i just see their blur and not really the person or their face.
im standing there in the middle of nowhere with many people near me, feeling like a fish out of its water tank. belonging to nowhere........
the thing is that i am not searching for a face i know to comfort me, to tell me that i am not alone and that everything is ok.
i know im not alone
i know everything will be ok at the end of all this
but i am just enjoying the feeling of being all alone in the middle of God knows where, not actually caring about finding my space...
im lost...
im liking it!!!
