don't know why but everytime i close my eyes i picture myself standing in the middle of the road (like the ones in New York) with loads of people passing by. i just see their blur and not really the person or their face.
im standing there in the middle of nowhere with many people near me, feeling like a fish out of its water tank. belonging to nowhere........
the thing is that i am not searching for a face i know to comfort me, to tell me that i am not alone and that everything is ok.
i know im not alone
i know everything will be ok at the end of all this
but i am just enjoying the feeling of being all alone in the middle of God knows where, not actually caring about finding my space...
im lost...
im liking it!!!
This is new. enjoying being lost?? well to each his own or so they say. as long as your happy Tess thats all that matters:-)
ReplyDeletestrange, but i can understand where u r coming from about feeling lost and liking it!
ReplyDeleteTake care, and at the moment EVERYONE is feeling lost because summer is so close yet sooo far! Sigh!