I'm back

Well, its been a long time since I've written something in this space and although I previously said this, this time i am really going to take care of this blogspot and intend to update frequently with stories of my imagination - and believe me I have a fervent imagination; things which I come across in my life or which I see or here, or other things which just come to mind when I typing.

I tried to update the layout and the info for the time being and when i have calmed down and am in my right mind, I will come back and write something which may be useful for someone out there. At least I hope.

Till then ... have a life!!!

Pfffff

Here we go again. Here I am again. I am currently watcheing htese crappy movies so that I can cry!!! Yeah stupid! I know but the work psychotherapist told me that i do not reflect my inner feelings on my outside appearance. We only met once and this person thinks that she got me all figuered out. (btw I only attend these sessions to earn the extra bucks, no more). Anyways i decided to start knowing my self better and I wanted to start with the things which piss me off the most.
Last week I did something which I do not normally do - I listened to the radio. WOW!! It was like 7.30 in the morning and I was tuned on the traffic report and at the moment the presenter was asking the correspondent why there was so much traffic on our streets so early in the morning. I though " Oh my God, this cannot be true." I just couldnt believe my ears. People get freaken paid for asking dumb questions and answering them. They could have asked me and they would have had a cheaper and more efficient service. This would be something i would say if i was the presenter:

" Good morning people, I hope you are enjoying being stuck in the traffic this morning and I bet you are asking yourselves while honking your horns why they hack it is taking so long to arrive at work. Well dumb ass its 7.30 in the morning and everybody decided to get on the road at the same freaking time. You don;t have to be a genius to notice that."

Old lady

I am during one of my longest shifts (an 18hour shift) and decided that it was about time after 16 hours, that I should go out for a bit of fresh air and that is when I noticed her.
Her. An old lady sitting alone on her doorstep. Her hair is messy and dirty. Her eyes are filled with solitude, sadness and tears. She kept rubbing her eyes so that no one will notice that she was crying. This is when I realised that although we are trying to promote a society were the family takes care of the elderly, no one is actually doing so. It is only written on paper.

How lonely can it get???

Medieval Riddle

Try and solve this medieval riddle. You can find the answer below but don't cheat!!!

Well, here we go:

"Here lies a child, here lies a father.
Here lies the sister, here lies the brother.
Here lies the wife, here lies the husband.
Yet there are but 2 bodies here."


This riddle is an inscription found on a grave somewhere in Europe dating 1512 (or that's what I was told).

Wanna know the answer?

A child had sex with his mother.
A girl was born from the relationship.
The boy married the girl who was his daughter and sister.

And you say you have a mixed up family!!!

And then there was light, or no?

When you hear the phrase "candle light" the first picture which pops into your mind is having a romantic evening with your better half. In my case it doesn't.

Last night I arrived from work with my blood boiling through my veins from a hard shift and literally bruised while trying my best to keep my cool. Well seeing that with all the adrenaline pumped up in my system I still had the energy to get some work done at home. I thought "Ohh well, the first I'm gonna do is to send those emails I have been planning long ago to send, start my assignment, clean up all the mess in my room accumulated during the exams period and finally I could sit down and relax in front of the T.V. watching my favourite show. Guess what?

I arrived home and found out that half of our town had no electric supply. I live in the dark half obviously!! So my plans where miserably shattered.

No internet = cannot send those emails.

No electricity = cannot switch on the computer to start working on that dreaded assignment (which btw is due Monday)

No T.V. = cannot watch my show

One could say that at least I could clean up my room, all I have to do is light up a few candles. Tried that, been there. It worked obviously but in a way which I did not plan. After a few minutes, I've set on fire loads of papers and I don't wish to end up with my room blazing again. Well, you have to be me believe me. So I ended up on floor in the hallway, reading a book in candle light and it wasn't romantic. Why? I had my dog near me snoring out loudly, very, very loudly (actually i recorded her, snoring I mean), hungry cats shouting outside, teenagers having fun setting on cars' alarms and proud that they will not be caught and the occasional negligent driver going full speed through a ghost town and breaking loudly at every intersection.

Anyways, while I was in the middle of all the snoring, meowing, and breaking, i thought how the hell people could live through centuries without electricity and we cannot even survive for at least 1 night in the dark.

On the plus side though, it was nice for once in a while to have a look at the skies above and actually be able to see the starts.

Social life

and here i am...
its Saturday night and i am at work instead of being out and around enjoying my social life. WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!! social life???? what the heck is that...i don t even have one.
anyways... im here watching My Spy Family and trying to finish my economics assignment in a bid not to fall asleep.
(where are those chocolate cookies?? [searching in process.....] oh here they are yummmmmyyyy)

well, i bid you bye bye from the realm of total boredom.
and till my next entry...cirijow.....

Lost

don't know why but everytime i close my eyes i picture myself standing in the middle of the road (like the ones in New York) with loads of people passing by. i just see their blur and not really the person or their face.
im standing there in the middle of nowhere with many people near me, feeling like a fish out of its water tank. belonging to nowhere........
the thing is that i am not searching for a face i know to comfort me, to tell me that i am not alone and that everything is ok.
i know im not alone
i know everything will be ok at the end of all this
but i am just enjoying the feeling of being all alone in the middle of God knows where, not actually caring about finding my space...
im lost...
im liking it!!!